So I moved to a new state months ago and I was really excited about it, now I'm here and I hate everything. I have no friends so all I do is sleep, I hate my job but don't want to quit because then I'll have nothing, I left a guy I was in love with back home. I feel sick all the time, I've gained weight, all I do is visit the same website every day. I cry a lot and want to write but can't think of anything interesting to write about. I start books but never finish them. I feel hopeless. Nothing makes me happy, I can't recall the last time I've actually smiled. No one likes me, I was homeless for months and every attempt I made at a gofundme to get help was ignored. I'm a loser. I try to fit in by commenting on people's statuses or sharing my experiences with people in person but no one wants to listen. The only people I talk to are at work and I hate it there so much. I have little iron in me so I feel terrible. I try to play video games but I get bored within minutes. I hate my life.