Please tell me I'm not the only one that feels such deep feelings of fear and lonliness. My feelings frighten me! My head aches and I wonder how long I can put on a brave pretend I'm ok face. Life has no meaning for me any more, why are we here suffering? I try so hard to get up go to work and act out my day!! It's so tiring and I'm exhausted. I get irritable with people and I don't like those feelings! I live alone which doesn't help!! I help my mum as she lost my stepdad and I like being needed but feel so afraid that when it's her time to pass I'm totally alone. My family don't bother with me. So I wouldn't be missed. All I see ahead of me is years of this depression. Please tell me I'm not alone with these feelings???