I don't know what the purpose of this post is to be perfectly honest - just like I don't know what I want or need anymore.
I have found that, I myself, put very little faith or hope in the professional side of help these days. since looking I have had noting bit rejections because of my age (17) and because my case wasn't 'severe enough' because I'm not suicidal ... I have thoughts but no desire to act on them, so that are is on I suppose.
I cant keep looking for professional help if call they're gonna do is f*ck with me! My Doctor is an a*s I don't know why I haven't gotten a new one to be honest -maybe he put me off? he is the kind of ''Doctor'' who rolls his eyes or tries to mumbles to fill the space between me not speaking.
"You're looking anxious today..."
I believe this post is one of two things or both - a way to vent my anger at the professional side, and/or a way of asking you guys if you know any self help websites in mind - I'm not saying I'm in the right mind-set to use them but a small part of me doesn't want to give up just yet.
After all, there is just so many times that you can be told that you can't be helped.
I apologise for the expletives used.