I am at the end of the road, I need to know what's wrong with me. I feel worthless and like I am a horrible person. I Make so so many mistakes that I am starting to think there is something mentally wrong with me.
I make the same mistakes and would lie to cover them up I have been trying so hard to change my bad habits but can't seem to do anything right. No matter how hard I try I forget to do things right. Like leaving with out something important, being on time losing or breaking things. Just being very clumsy in general every time I make mistakes like this I feel worthless like my family would be better off with out me. I feel so sorry for my daughter to have such a stupid mother and I can seem to find one good quality about me. My marriage is falling apart even my husband thinks I am worthless, I keep asking for chance after chance only to disappoint him, no one trust me, I can't continue like this something has to change. I have thoughts all the time of my family being better off without me. I just want them to be happy. My mistakes will end me.