Hello everyone, im new to this forum but I thought it mayhelp get things off of my chest. Im 23 years old and most of my life ive been fairly quiet and shy and never had many friends. I never feel comfortable in large social groups of people i dont know very well.IVE never had any confidence in myself and always had low self esteem. from being this way, its taken me till this age to finally find a partner. We have been together 7 months now and he is the best thing to ever have happened to me. However, i always get the constant feeling that im not good enough for him. He is the total opposite of me, very sociable, confident and outgoing. therefore he has more of colourful love life than myself. i feel like im constantly comparing myself to his friends/ girlfriends and i see myslelf as an ugly worthless person who isnt good at anything. THe worse part is that i cry on his shoulder about it every night and no matter how much he tells me that im beautiful and that i am the one i just dont believe him. This makes me feel worse as i feel like im dragging him down with me.
I have booked an appt with my GP but im scared to go as I dont want them to think its something and nothing.
Thankyou for reading