First it's hard to even get outta bed!! U suppose to wake up refreshed and happy to get your day started but I wake up with an attitude and irritated most days 😒. I know what I should do and what helps but I don't have the motivation most of the time to do it. What's worst is, it's not just me; I have my 6y/o daughter to take care of and a husband. Everyone is like "you're so blessed!" But if they knew mentally how hard it is to be me, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy!!! It's hard for one because we look normal so people expect us to be like everyone else but our normal is totally different. It affects ourselves, our jobs, family, and whatever else in our world!
I haven't been on here like I want to because just fighting my mental to get through the days takes most my energy. When the day ends I just wanna get in bed and watch tv. I miss talking to ya'll. for those who don't know me, I have severe pms and pmdd. I take 150mg of Wellbutrin xl and 40mg of celexa. I visit a therapist regularly. Sometimes that's the only place I go in a single day. I have a part time job that is not reliable and I'm always late. (That's a whole nutha issue).
On the good side the last time i was on here I was trying to get over someone who broke my heart while I was separated from my husband. Well I no longer have the urge to wanna be with him. I think about all the dysfunctional ignorant ways he treated me whenever I think of him and it did me waaaay more harm then good. So peace and good luck with the next sucker✌🏼️✌🏼!