When I was a boy I used to play and have fun. And now I'm older I feel so scared.
I think about what others are thinking I get nervous Im losing my mind
The breathlessness dizzyness vomiting direa chest pain pulpertations and the feeling of doom
I'm so scared to leave my house no one understands they think I'm going crazy
I go to the doctor he gives me so pills which make me feel worse I feel like a zombie
Can someone take away my pain is it ever going to go away I want my life back ow please I want my life back
The breathlessness dizzyness vomiting direa chest pain pulpertations and the feeling of dome I want you to take them yeah take them away
When I'm sitting in my chair I feel my chest tightening body shaking it's a panic attack coming I can feel it coming the pulpertations kicking in my head starts to spin I grab the phone ring 111 she asks a million questions and says I'm sending an ambulance the ambulances comes they get out knock on the door and walk right in I'm shouting I'm dying I'm dying they get out there cables strap them to my chest they say everything looks fine but I'll take you to be checked I sit in the hospital and wait for hours they come to me and say everything seems fine you can go home and see your doctor to up your dose so I leave the hospital feeling ashamed embarrassed anxious thinking what is wrong with me please take away my pain