I collected my mail today and found a small invitation sized card. The address was handwritten and the stamp was cancelled locally. I rattled my brain trying to think of any impending wedding, baptisms, or baby showers on the horizon. Could not think of anything. I looked in dread at the ivory envelope and said to myself - I hope this is not an invitation to something! It must say something about me for my brain to immediately think that! I gingerly opened the card and it was blank on the front and back! Carefully I peek instead and it a friend of mine who just started her own business saying she was giving me her business contact numbers in case I meet someone that may be her client. Washed over with relief I went back to bed in the middle of the afternoon just to be alone in the dark under my blanket. How could someone like me complain of being lonely when at the wee chance I might be invited to something social I already feel anxiety and dread and start making plans of what I am going to say them so I don't have to go! Anyone else the same?