I absolutely hate my job now, I've been battling with my depression since March 2015 and most of it was work related. I feel physically sick at the thought of going in today. I have to commute 2 hours a day. I got disciplined last time for being off because I hit rock bottom again due to work stress. I now feel like my boss is putting more stress onto me to force me out the door. I used to be good at my job now I have a stigma attached to me because I have mental health problems. Most of the time I'm fine at home but now I'm just permanently low. I just don't know what to do. Please someone help. Its destroying me as a person.