i am 24 years old university student. i have recently been so alone in my life. i have absolutely no one around me. i had relied my life on only one person and that person doesn't talk to me. i am utterly depressed . i wake up crying, i cry in the shower, i cry while sleeping. i have lost control of what i am doing in life. i have no friends because i always thought that person was always there for me, i never kept any relations with my cousins due to the same reason. i am loosing it. today i cried the whole day and i dont know where my life is taking me anymore. university work does keep me going but i am utterly disturbed and dont know what to do anymore. i never knew that person would ever leave me and i keep on thinking without any purpose how can someone just leave your life. i tried to change for that person for 5 years and it was always hard but i wanted that person. i dont know how to cope up with this depression. i feel i need anti depressants for my mood disorder.
please help or suggest any help.