This is the first time that I have ever done this. I don't know if I'm low or just a moody 20 year old.
I feel really isolated at home, I get so annoyed and angry with my mum dad and brother. Like really angry were it feels like I can't breathe or go anywhere, like I'm trapped.
My mum and dad aren't together and I always feel it's a competition between them.
When I get really upset I cry, ugly crying I feel like I'm not worth anything.
I think about killing myself, how easy it would be to just go somewhere quite and just die. How it would feel just not care and not be here anymore. I try really hard just not to care.
I don't know whether this is normal thoughts for a 20 year girl.
Can someone please just tell me that it's just life and to just get on with, that I'm normal. Or just let me know if I might be a bit low. Cause I don't know what going on in my head.