So many things are happening right now especially the last 2/3 days.
The job centre are making me work for 30 hours in a charity shop to earn my benefits and it's getting too much. I'm constantly on edge when I'm there and panicky.
The charity shop volunteers are going to an animal charity and they want me to wear a hi-vis jacket for 2 hours to show people into the coach. I hate bring the centre of attention and the thought of having to do that tomorrow. I'm planning on phoning sick in the morning because I can't handle it.
Today I was supposed to do a work trial but missed the bus and phoned in saying I couldn't make it. They were okay but the job centre are going to find out and as I haven't gone back to the charity shop they'll stop my money.
I'm now in my room and can't face the outside world. I feel trapped and alone and can't cope with it all.
Got a doctors appointment tomorrow as some people on here already know. Should I tell them about all this? Too many things are happening that I can't cope with. Could they help me do less hours? Because until them I can't cope with all the pressure.