Having decided to give up as treasurer I now have to face every one at the meeting on Tuesday night. Worried sick over it, I just want to run away. I am so tired of feeling this way, getting upset over trivial things that I can't control, worrying I haven't done the job properly, who will take over. I can't shut my brain off. Just keep going round in circles . Yesterday was so different, I felt okay and watched the rugby. But have been awake since four o'clock Feeling like a hamster in a wheel. Don't want to go near the hall but we are holding our literature group meeting there next month I am Worried that people will say that if I can go to that then there's nothing wrong with me, so many don't see the effort it takes just to cope with life. I want a sign round my neck saying I'm ill even if you can't see it. Sorry about the rant, I'd better have a cup of tea and take a few deep breaths. Regards Lorna
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