Sorry to all ladies and gentlemen for jumping in and ruining your forum.
I joined it in good faith and for all I have done wrong please accept my sincere apologies. If anyone feels that I need to be reported please do so as I deserve it.
I was looking for friendship and support. I had no intention to come across as anything else.
I have ruined it for myself and I will suffer. I know I am a waste of space but I am just me a total and utter loser.
I will remove myself from this forum if it helps,I can't take back anything I have done or said but I can punish myself for the sake of all others.
Thank you and sorry