Another post got me thinking about Depression. I never really get angry at others and don't rail at the world (the way a good friend of mine does) because I am depressed. Perhaps Depression is the result of internalizing all that anger? I try to be well meaning and kindly, at times probably bordering on a pushover. On the flip side, anger can be a bad emotion—and get you into trouble (particularly with the law) as it has with my friend.
When I was diagnosed with adult ADHD, I was prescribed Ritalin. While it did give me a surge of energy (not necessarily focus), it also brought out something in me I hadn't felt in decades. Anger. It also dramatically increased my blood pressure and anxiety so I stopped using it.
Anyway, I don't know what I'm saying here but these posts are a good distraction!
Cheers to try and figure out the Clinical Depression problem!