Thanks everyone for your kind words and responses.. to my last messages sue, Lucy.. I really appreciate it.. well Christmas doesnt feel enjoyable the way it use to be cos as a result of my depression I don't experience joy or any emotion am flat.. I think a strange thing happen to my brain n I feel like some part of it espicially the left side ain't working no more, I don't know whether am exerggerating but my symptoms .. is highly disabling.. let me brief, my story.. I hope I' ll make sense it all started after a stressful period during lecture days at n I woke up on Saturday morning I felt emotionally numb like a demonic angel came at night I was sleeping n took away my life force.. before I could know wat was happening to me.. lost the ability to speak like half a day and my eye sight started to detoriate.. I had a couple of panic attacks, migraines, difficulty initiating speech, noting make sense to me anymore, due to what was happening to me I badly thought dat few of my friend might found out i stop talking to them n seeing them cos some laughed n mocked me in my struggles, I confided a trusted friend, he helped me finish my second semester exams, he did supported on many occasions, my parents didn't reacted to well when I reluctantly told them dat there is somthing wrong with me, I can handle, they comforted me and i told me it might be a demonic attack or maybe the forces of evil.. cos here in Nigeria they think dat mentally ill individuals are possess, according to religious belief is a way god punishes you for your sins.. it got to ascertain extent they gave up on me, they were like I should do my worst...depression to me is a burden noting more.. even articulating this is really hard, Dats why I didn't reply earlier, I realized dat none was going to look out for me n my illness, I start researching about this horrible nightmare, tilll I came across this site , I felt like my prayers have been answered, pls what should do.. how can I cope with these symptoms cos the worst part it is I can't access any mental health facility, my academic performance is going down, if I quit school I don't think there might be anything left of me.. Sos，am succumbing to my thoughts, the area of medicine dat already into is human physiology n anatomy, which I don't think am gonna stay dat long because of my disabling symptoms,
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