I'm an 18 year old girl and i literally don't know how to express this. I feel so low and often have suicidal thoughts, but i would never do it and that almost bothers me, i wish i had the strength to put myself out this misery instead of carrying on like a zombie. I've gone through in my head different ways i would kill myself and at the end of it all i think of is who will find me, my brother or my mum? They would spend the rest of their lives wondering how they could of helped, and thats the only reason i'm still here; i'm not prepared to make everybody suffer as much as me. So, my feelings, i guess i've got all the symptoms of severe depression: not feeling anything or doing anything, feeling completely detached, not feeling wanted, hitting things ( i hit walls often and i always have bruised knuckles which honestly as a 18 year old girl is highly embarrasing) snapping at everything and generally having no self worth. The only advice i've had so far is DO SOMETHING "find new friends, get yourself out the house, becs your a great person everyone likes you". that isn't enough and i'm not sure what to do
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