I've been had in the worst way possible and I like Bev am feeling sorry for myself. You lot are always so kind, putting up with me appearing and disappearing like Houdini.
Of course I asked for the bad luck I've had, I've been waaay to trusting. I wis I could say Im ready for the barrage of 'I told you so's, from family and the few friends I have'.
I like it here, because reply or not you make me feel less alone, all depressives together eh. Society always makes you feel like such an unacceptable person.
But this will pass right, fight another day, stiff upper lip and all that. Just sometimes it would be so so nice not to struggle wouldnt it. Still no struggle and you dont know you're alve right?
So how is everyone.