So much has happened in such a short time I wanted to let you all know the real Annie. Talking about her helps me to come to terms with the fact she is gone. Annie had already talked to the boys about the way she felt and they know she didn't leave them because of what they had done. I am so proud of them. She left them strict instructions to live their life to the full and not to dwell on life's downsides - she thought she was leaving us to set us free. Annie was 43. She was a very attractive girl (although she didn't believe that) and very fit. She ran the London Marathon in 2012 to raise money for Cancer Research, plus many other races, in memory of her Dad who died in 2010. She liked to help others and would worry about them. She hated it if she couldn't help them and got very frustrated with herself for not being able to find the answer to their problems. Annie made people laugh and she wore her heart on her sleeve. She was my gorgeous girl and she will be in my heart forever.
Everyone on here take care. I have no idea how it feels to be so depressed, but it is an illness so I hope you all find the cure you need.