After thinking about going back to work recently, I have decided to face my fears of working in school and do some voluntary work. This will give me the opportunity to decide whether working in school (primary) is right for me.
Not sure if I have done the right thing but Ive got nothing to loose and everything to gain. When I spoke to the headteacher yesterday, she was more than happy to have me in to do some voluntary work. This has given me a bit of a boost.
Maybe being rejected from disability benefit was a 'kick up the backside'.
Hopefully this voluntary work will lead to some paid work if that is the right thing for everyone.
Thank you everyone for your opinions. It is good to have support from people who really understand.