Hello. I suffer from really bad depression and anxiety. Recently I've been very stressed and had been considering suicide. My boyfriend has to put up with my panic attack and me 'freaking out'. I get very upset by little things and just tent to be upset all the time. I'm ruining university, I'm ruining my relationship, I'm just ruining everything. How can I make it up to everyone who has to deal with me? I feel like a horrible person. I honestly feel like I shouldn't be here. I find it so hard to do anything. All my motivation has gone, I can barely get out of bed. I just really don't know what to do any more. I've been through years of therapy and counselling, I've been on medication, I have no idea what to do
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