im a 21 yr male just finished 3 yrs in college my life at this time is so bad its annoying its just frustrating more then anything. i can't get a job i've looked every where can't get one i still live with my parents i've nothing to do everything i do in my life seems to be to please other people college i only did as my mum mainly wanted me to it i did it to get off my back about doing something. i fell depressed about my life everything i do my mum and dad always want me to more they never seem pleased. i mean i dont want to end my life at all i want to live on make it through this but i just want to fast foward my life for about 5/6 years to where its more established or where i have something meaningful to do. i also feel my parents always put the pressure on me out of 5 kids yes im the oldest but my brother through not fault of his own never seems to get the same pressure as me for having no job or anything like that and he's 19 he recently just failed his first yr in college i did the same i failed but i went back and repeated but the diffrence between me and my brother failing was i was sat down by both my parents for a whole day talking/giving out about my failure of college and told if i don't go back i will be kicked out of the house im the one thats always being said to when are you moving out i just need a break from the constant pressure of it. i cant talk to my mum she wont listen she thinks im over Exaggerating everything my dad just says everything is up to you but he does because he is always talking about me behind my back with my mum. i just need to get away from my life just for a break.