it is late where I live and I am not sure if this is the right place to post this. I lost my mom two years ago and I feel like I've steadily worsened. During the day, I manage. I do things with my family. I watch tv. but some days I just feel like I'm looking at the world through a filter. Some things had happened during her decline to make that filter apply but it wasn't as bad. But now it's near everyday. I can't do things i enjoy without feeling very off. And every night, without fail, I miss hsr so bad, I break down. I would do anything for her back even for a moment. What do you guys do to distract yourselves?