Found myself at that point again when I thought it was time to try and talk to others that get it.
I will spare you all the life story (cos everyone struggles right?) I am at the start of what looks and feels like another depressive episode and I am totally gutted. I know things will get better at some point, I just dunno If I can play this game again. At the moment I'm thinking you gotta go there to come back. I have been off meds for almost 8 months and the though of having to limp back to them feels like total fail.
Hope everyone is riding the waves well. If I can ever be any use please feel free to shout me. Sometimes just the chat can help