Hope you don't mind me sharing, Im just having a moan really. I woke feeling truely aweful, I have sooo many problems in my life at the moment, if you knew what they were, you might say well come on no wonder. Still Im determined to make some bloody headway. Something has to give right? I keep telling myself Im not dead until Im dead.
Heavens you wont believe this, I just text someone and something has given! Thank you Universe, gawd Im a lucky girl.
I'm trying to get work and I did a course on PowerPoint as I'd like to get a job creating presentations, yes the job/ career does exist...ha ha. So I needed exposure to real projectors to see if my designs translate well. I met a lovely woman who will allow me to use the projector in her school. At first no reply to my initial text and email and then taddar just now a reply, so fingers crossed, apparently Im going tomorrow. It's not an actual job but Im putting it out to the Universe, I will try my hardest if it will try its hardest to help me.
Since Im sharing I'd also like to explain one of my other BIG issues , I was reluctant to explain before because anyone who reads this later will know its me, maybe even my BF will find it. He doesn't know I'm depressed or if he does it swept under the carpet. I don't know that all people should be all things to you, by that I mean maybe I shouldn't look to him for support sometimes.
Anyway I need to share and you've all been so kind to me, I do feel supported so thank you. So here it is, I may have to emigrate to Australia, the pressure I feel is untold and I feel completely unsupported in the real world in my attempts to achieve this. One of my fears being how this will impact on my dyslexia, forms to fill in, tests to do etc.
Lastly that isn't even the biggest problem I have two others...lol, but Im not ready to share those just yet.
But I refuse to lay down and give up, be it to my dying breath, I reserve the right to be me! I have a right to life....just wish it was a bit easier
Im very humbled by this mornings experience, really for the Universe to give me even a sniff of help / hope I am uber grateful.
Hope this post brings you some luck! Fingers crossed