Today I had an argument with my daughter . I told her how hard life was and how I was finding it hard to cope and very depressed and had suicidal thoughts .. told her how lonely I was ..to cut a long story short we had words about the past etc and she told me I was selfish . I should be there for her not the other way around she said telling your child your suicidal is an aweful thing to say and that I only thought about myself etc I don't blame her I haven't been a perfect parent but I did my best she said depressed people shouldn't have children and it was selfish of them.
I really don't know where to go from here . she has made me feel worse and I don't think this black cloud will ever lift ..I see no point in this grim existence ..I am fed up with it all.x