My name is Sarah
I'm 26, I'm engaged to the love of my life, I have a wonderful sister I call my best friend and a loving caring family I have a home with my fiancée, even looking for a new one! I have a wonderful life!!!!
BUT I don't, not in my mind, in my mind I am deeply depressed I worry about every little situation I face and I am constantly hating on myself.
I don't exactly no when I started feeling this way I just no it's been forever and I want it to stop, I don't want to feel this way anymore it's horrible it's never ending. I got bullied something bad at school and that's always with me where ever I go I'm constantly worried that someone will say something nasty to hurt me I hate it and sometimes I will see one of my bullies even though it's been so long since school I get absolutely terrified and freeze when I see them .
I could write a novel with my life but I won't bore you all that's just a little starter. But I will tell u that today I went to the doctor and it's the very start of my recovery I will be seeing a therapist soon and I'm hoping I will not fall again.
P.s sorry about pic I couldn't get it off :~<