Yesterday my ESA reconsideration was put on hold until I get some more information from the doc, being going on since January. Don't know how much longer I can carry on like this?????? Then TULIP my 14yr Cairn Terrier became ill, wasn't eating etc she was like a lifeless doll. My children feared the worse thinking she had a tumour but I thought it was an abcess as it was squashy. Anyhow I was right and it burst so I cleaned it all up and we took her to the vets. The vet said I did a good job and saved her from having an operation and now she is on painkillers and antibiotics. Hopefully now I will start having some good luck after an awful 4 months!!!!!!!!