I am shocked and sickened by some of my old posts on here...cant believe the difference in my life.
What a state i was in this time last year with that horrible person in my life...little did i know he had done me the biggest favour ever and i would actually turn out okay and not be in pain anymore.
ive learnt alot but seem to have stalled in my progress and feel like i shouldnt want him in my life at all, if i let myself admit it i do and i think about the way we were. But i know we can never be together....im not as stupid anymore.
thank you to everyone who has helped and supported me over this last year. i do not no what i would of done without being able to vent on here and you taking the time to read and respond to me.
I am so happy its not this time last year! =D