Don't know who 'they' are but some of them made me Xmas cakes...of course they knew I was the only one who liked it so would eat it all. I've put 1.5 stone on since then so I decided to go on a diet last week when the nurse had weighed me and I found out.
I've been taking thyroid supplement tablets and XLS fat binders - the ones they advertise on telly. Promised myself I wouldn't touch the scales except once a week and I didn't but...I weighed myself this morning and I've gained another 2 lbs! I've hardly eaten anything so how does that figure?
Also I've got a horrible feeling that I can't trust anyone I know - they've got a secret plot against me to make me fat and hate myself even more and then I'll kill myself and they'll all be rid of me. I daren't tell the CMHT cos I know what'll happen...they'll section me but then my money will get stopped and I need to pay my bills and buy my ciggies etc.
Not on any illegal drugs, never have done...well weed once or twice but years ago.
Am I losing the plot completely?
Sorry if all this sounds a bit weird but it is for me too.
PS Holly - if u read this please just chat to me, you're the only one I really know has been through the mill. PLEASE!