Hi, I know I'm new to the site, and some of you have been super kind to me already, and really welcoming and helpful, but I'm just not sure this site is for me. I'm a member of a couple of other healthunlocked forums, and I get on with them great. The truth here is that I'm a worrier, and I tend to take on other peoples worries as well as my own. What I find hard is seeing a really desperate post from someone where it sounds like they are really on the brink, and then they don't come back at all. It has me lying awake worrying about what that person is going through, wondering if they've harmed themselves, or if I've said something to make it worse, or if I could have done something differently.
I'm not meaning to be selfish, but I've really got to look after myself a bit better, I have a lot to deal with without adding to my anxiety. So I'm sorry but I'm not going to stick around. I wish you all lots of luck, and send you healing hugs. Thank you again for your kindness and sorry I'm not strong enough to stay xxx