Hope everyone is ok?
You'll be happy to hear I'm having a pretty good week really, since Thursday I've had a complete up! Doing my uni work and being happy about it. Weird, haven't felt this good in ages.
I've noticed little things that get me down, like when I feel dirty (you know that dirty feeling? Doesn't actually mean you are dirty, you just feel it?) that gets me down, having a shower perks me up, singing helps (even if I cant sing) and reading takes my mind off things.
I think the reason I'm feeling happy is the maybe job position. I've applied for the student travel ambassador and it sounds exactly what I've been looking for and everything that I am - heavily relied on media! I've been learning media for 5/6 years now, and I'm a creative writer, and they like that sort of shizz, so I'm excited. They liked my written application and asked for a video application - which I have finished and sent off... so it's the waiting game.
I'm trying not to let me thoughts get me down, I know I haven't got it, but I'm still so hopefully it's annoying. As when I get the rejection email it's gonna sting big, and I know all the progress I've made will come crashing down =[
Trying hard though, and fingers crossed!