I've had enough
I'm not sure if I can keep up this existence anymore.
Why do I feel like this?
I'm thinking OD or knives. . . It's bad.
I hope I won't.
Tablets seem easiest option.
Cowards way out. . . .
Made it through another day today. . . Don't know how. . . Just floated through it and put up 'a front' for people.
Feeling that it is just far to hard