hate being bi-polar hate being manic highs and having dark low periods but y do people always judge ask stupid q and whisper behind my back! they think cause your ill u dont notice like sniding comments look how big ur pupils are u seem very over excited ...your to happy! ect ect.... well u know what u meant to be my friend you meant to understand i hate this ilness been 3 and half years now when will i be normal again whatever normal is! i have few friends its doing my head in! I AM NOT THE PERSON I WAS BEFORE I WAS ILL AND DONT THINK I WILL EVER BE THAT PERSON AGAIN! I MISS THE OLD ME does anyone feel the same!