First of all I am Depressed or I wouldn't be on this . My mood has changed and I feel really irritable and hate everyone or am browned off with everyone. I am going on a weeks hol. On Sunday and I don't feel like even going to buy a litre of milk never mind a holiday. I started to pull out some clothes. Tried on my nice jeans and they were too tight, and I got so angry with myself and cursed my antidepressants. I tried to rationalise to myself why I am in this cross and strained humour. When my few friends ask me how I am, I feel so strained. I guess I hate myself.
I am getting hair done on Sat. So maybe that will boost my mood. If I had a choice I would stay I bed for next week. Starve myself and not feel so fat I. My jeans. It's not even gaining a few pounds, it's like my mood has changed from Depression to " I hate life, I hate myself, people are selfish and I am too soft and sensitive.
Sorry for rambling on, but would love to know if anyone else gets this burned out, bad tempered cranky mood.
Going to bed now, hope everyone is ok, it's great to be able to be honest about my sxxtty mood.
Hannah the bad tempered troll