Hi everyone, my life for the last month has been fairly tough. I got Pleurisy which took a while to clear. I am still seeing GP, and then this week I got bad tummy pain and have discovered I have Ulcer. Now I am all the Meds. For it.
Today I feel a bit better but all week I felt so alone and so down and worried that I would die here alone in my apartment. Now I know we all die alone in some ways, but I kept thinking about my future when I get older. I am 64 now and always felt energetic, I felt young for my age. This week that all changed and I kept thinking " what will it be like when I am 74 or 84. It sounds stupid but it really got me down. I don't have a family nearby and I have a few friends.
Maybe I am Depressed now as we'll as my Medswerechanged 3 wks ago , as my old ones which really helped the Depression put my blood pressure up.
I am sorry that this is such a boring all over the place post, I am not really sure what I am trying to say. It's hard to admit that old age scares me, and I can't seem to get back to my normal interests of painting and photography.
Hope everyone on here has a good weekend and thanks for everyone for posting stuff