Because I feel it.. I'm 22 and feel really depressed.
I don't go out with my friends or do anything I want much to the restrictions I have from my parents. I thought I found myself in terms of studying at University. I attend placements but as the morning comes I come into a point where I can't decide whether or not to go in.
I feel like I need a break. I want to go on holiday and enjoy myself but like I said I am restricted. I feel an overwhelming of depression. I just feel really sad everyday. I keep thinking about harming myself and attempting to suicide.
I live with my parents. I have a boyfriend but he cant help me. I just want to die and I know I'm better off dead because I don't enjoy my life. My mother used to abuse me when I was a kid up until the age of 16 and that past is not gone. I'm still unhappy. I just wanna dieeeee
I can't even see myself successful or happy. I'm never happy.