Why do I feel this way. There are times when I get pleasure in being out with my family but even that ends up in an arguement about something. I get pleasure from buying something such as the bicycle I bought recently but that is used as a way of getting out to escape. I get pleasure from music but I have to wear headphones to shut out the world and escape.
Am I alone feeling like this? Maybe I am looking for too much in life but why do I feel like this.
I think Im just having a bit of a downer. I know I will feel better in the morning but for how long is the thing. Oh well better get back to the music. Headphones on.