Hi guys , I hope all of you are winning your fights today .. My mood is still terribly low I am sad all the time and lonely,
I spent 3 hours or so with my daughter today and then came home to an empty souless loveless house . I hate it , Living alone is slowly killing me ,All I feel is utter sadness.
June 11th is my first app with a psych for 2 hours , part of me wanting it the other dreading it .. I just want to be "normal" part of a family ... I hate my life with a passion , its a case of diff day same crap and i really do not wanna live like this .
I have been deeply upset and effected by the death of the young soldier , makes me see what a terrible place we live in.
So sorry guys I am still feeling like crap and I dnt see it ending soon xx