this site hates me and im starting to hate it

[teen_anxiety]

i was halfway thru a post and suddenly this page can't be found like bro im not ok why won;t you allow me to rant to the air because no one seems to see these anymore anyways. but what i was trying to say is my therapist told me that my friend not seeming to care anymore might all be in my head just because he no longer questions me when I say im fine and she says that i have to explain to him and hes moved on from the toxic cycle of tryna figure me out even tho i feel like he'd expect me to do the same to him because that how he works he dont open up and we've always done this so why stop now after so long, plus the last time we hung out he never said a word to me and when i would ask him what he wants to do would shrug so i would decide then he walked away. anyways i feel like i have not been able to function lately and dont know the steps i need to take to fix it all

[Itzallgood1]

Sorry you feel like this. Also sorry your friend is ignoring you. There are some good people on here that will listen if you need to vent. Probably don't have the answers but can offer advice

[teen_anxiety in reply to Itzallgood1]

Thanks but I guess with the friend it's my fault for not remembering what he was going to be going thru that day and for never giving enough details or not knowing what feeling I'm feeling so I give a noncommital answer to how are you? I've put in the time and effort to explain what goes on in my brain so he can understand why i did what i did and what I'm dealing with and shared what i realized that perhaps with our different personalities we could be growing apart and asked him to explain his side with no response yet.

[Itzallgood1 in reply to teen_anxiety]

I understand where you're coming from. People are not going to remember everything that is going on with someone else, they sometimes have enough going on with themselves.When somebody ask me how I am doing I just say I'm doing ok. Doesn't mean I'm good or bad. Sometimes people don't want to respond so other person doesn't get wrapped up in their ordeal or don't want to have them thinking that their problems are worse than your own. I hope I made sense there as I had to read it several times.

When people get older people tend to grow apart because you have two different lives. I've had friends when I was younger and now I have different sets of friends than when I had them. People move away or find jobs that changes their lives and the people they correspond with. It's hard to deal with but life is what it is. We as people have to adapt with change.

I hope your friend and you resolve what is going on and go from there.🌻

[teen_anxiety]

haha and then he tells you to figure out how to help him based on what he told you i no longer trust people because no it might be hard for him but this pushing it all to me and a slighty toxic relationship no longer seems to be in my head or me overthinking small "signs"