I’m new here!
I am successful, have a good family and quite good health: I’ve beaten 2 cancers in the last 3 years (fingers crossed). To be honest, the nest I’ve felt is when I was fighting for life. Now that things are on an even keel, despite some nasty side effects, I am suddenly back into depression, in a strange way.
My wife of 32 years is a wonderful person, who has given me two fantastic children, and nursed me through my illnesses. But now I am repeatedly obsessing about the possibility that she cheated on me 35 years ago, before we were married. I have accused her and she has denied it. And I have no real evidence.
Is this part of the depression or am I going absolutely crazy?
What should I do to get over this, and not lose the love of my life?