You see I’m just here to get things off my chest and if you don’t want to read this than don’t. You see I suffer from depression and my siblings say that they hit that hard. But it hard to believe them because they ar always so happy. You know, well if you know how I feel than, do get that feel like..... to kill yourself? If you do and have been through it can you please give me some pointers. Thanks to those who stayed and read this all the way through.