It's my first time writing on here... but I really need some help. For the past 10 months or so I have been feeling extremely weird. At first, it was just common things, social anxiety and symptoms of depression. When I entered the 7th grade, I started seeing a therapist. My parents decided that I was perfectly healthy and after my anxiety started to lighten up, we stopped the therapy. I am a huge hypochondriac so I'm trying hard not to self-diagnose anything.... but I know something is wrong with me mentally. I am much too young to see someone on my own, and I can't tell my parents. I feel very detached from the world... sometimes more aware than others. I try to force back my feelings and I sometimes say or do things that I know isn't true but I do it impulsively. My head just feels constantly deranged and not fully in check. I am a maladaptive daydreamer, but I'm not sure if that has anything to do with it. Also, I'm a smart kid, in honors classes and usually a straight-A student, but this year my grades have been slowly slipping and I just can't work up the energy to do any kind of homework or paperwork anymore. I've also become terrible with my short-term memory in the last couple months, and have become extremely snappy and oppositional. My mom claims it's just hormones as I am turning 13 soon, but I just know something wrong. I'm very quiet and a shy person so maybe its just me and part of me thinks I'm being over dramatic but I have to ask for help. I am extremely negative and have poor time management skills aswell. I was also bullied for a year or so, and teased and made fun of for a couple years after that.
I know I'm young, but please help!